I write on the schedule board in the apartment that I close everyday…. why do you ask when I will be home every other day….. seriously… Late. I close. Is my answer every time. Why do you insist on asking…. for real… Ugh. This is going to be fun when we all live together… I have a funny feeling you won’t last…
So many things!!!
1] I never use this anymore. Probably bc its not on my phone.
2] I just signed the lease for an apartment.
3] As of May 1st I am officially on my own.
4] My roommate is driving me nuts!!!!! Ugh.
5] I dunno if I can take living with her anymore. She’s cool and all. However, she sleeps all the damn time…. like all the time when she isnt working. When she isn’t sleeping she is watching tv on her computer. Which is fine but she ignores me when I try to say something to her. It’s always HER way… I never get a say in anything. I am the reason we have this apartment…. and all she has is doubts. Seriously? If you don’t get full time… make it work. That’s what I’m gonna do. I’ll work 2 part time jobs. or pick up shifts all the time…. But noooo she can’t do that. Ugh. She is already havign “demands” for when we move it… Are you kidding me??? Whatever. I am staying on the side with Gabby and Patricia… So fuck off…
There’s more but oh well. lol. I don’t wanna get pissed off before I go into work.
Sometimes I want to pack up and go back home to Indiana. I miss my friends and my family. it is so hard to not be around them. Sometimes i wish they would visit me… That’s a lie I always wish that. I go home for a visit and so far both have been 3 days. By the time I get to the 3rd day I am ready to go back to Florida. It never fails. I never want to stay there. It hit me today that I do love my friends and family but I can’t go back. I always say that I can’t go back to Indy. But I really can’t. I am happy here. Given I got “lost” the person I like a lot. He has to move back to Missouri because of stupid reasons. I am really gonna miss. I think that i would actually visit him, if he wants me too…. I hope he does. Anyways. I have met some amazing people here and done things that I couldn’t do in Indiana. I honestly feel more at home here than I ever did there. I know I can’t go back now. I will visit here and there but that’s it. Never for extended amounts of time. This past trip was the hardest ever…. I knew I had to come back and say bye to Zach. Fuck that.
Thoughts for the day
1] I never get on here anymore.
2] I am gonna change that.
3] I miss tumblr.
4] My page is full of cars…. and i’m watching ESPN.
5] How the fuck am I single….
6] Why is it when I find someone that I like something always happens?
7] Am I destined to be alone?
8] When is it my turn to be happy?
9] I can’t eat now because of stress
10] I hate doctor’s offices.
11] I really don’t want to go to work.
12] I really like this guy.
13] I don’t want to get my heartbroken.
14] I have a feeling I will.
15] I can’t wait to be home and see my family and a few friends again.
16] Why the hell is cold in Florida?
17] Why do I always rant on Tumblr?
18] I need to make cookies and pack.
19] Not gonna happen before work.
20] I need a hug. not from a creep… but from some one I like or care about….
MY GRANDMA GOT ALL A’S IN “ETIQUETTE” (YES THAT WAS AN ACTUAL CLASS IN HER HIGH SCHOOL) AND SHE TOLD ME, “DEAR,” SHE SAID,
“YOU NEVER CROSS YOUR LEGS, YOU CROSS YOUR ANKLES. BUT THE GREAT THING ABOUT YOU LIVING IN THIS GENERATION IS YOU DON’T HAVE TO FOLLOW MY GENERATION’S RULES. SIT THE WAY YOU WANT. IF SOMEONE LOOKS UP YOUR SKIRT, JUST TELL THEM YOUR AUNT MARY WILL KILL THEM.”
WHICH IS TRUE
MY AUNT MARY HAD A SWITCHBLADE IN A SPECIAL POCKET OF HER NIGHTGOWN UNTIL THE DAY SHE DIED
the moral of this story is
1. Sit the way you want.
2. My great aunt Mary was a fucking badass.
I always reblog this.
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